Incomplete

I don't want to say goodbye...
Each time I do,
I fear I say it for forever.
I'm trying so hard
To not think at all,
But, my love,
Each time you leave,
I fear you leave me for good.

Now I catch your gaze across the room.
It smiles sweetly,
Melting my heart,
Making me feel guilty
For fearing you would ever leave.
But you do leave,
If just for a time,
And I miss you so much....

I'm not myself without you...
I'm incomplete,
Insane,
And impossibly sad...
Don't leave me, love.
Don't leave me,
Ever.

~ April 15, 2009 ~