Alone

I've done it before,
I'll do it again.
Surviving without you
Was so easy then!
I didn't know you at all,
I didn't really care.
I warned all my friends
They ought to beware.
But I know you
So much better now,
And 'though I must lose you,
I don't see how.
I can't bear the thought
Of you not being here;
I'm depressed and sad
When you're not near.
I wonder
If you're actually sick
Or if you chose
To simply stay home and skip.
I don't care,
I just want you back,
Because without you,
My world's cold and black.
I miss you so much...
You must return to me
So happy again
I may truly be.

~ April 8, 2009 ~