Confusion whirls around
In my mind.
I don't know what to say or do
When your words are so fine.
They mess with my head
And with my heart, too.
I don't understand why
I'm so attached to you.
I half wish I wasn't
Such a dumb little twit,
Wanting to be forever
Attached at the hip.
You want to be free,
But at the same time you see
There is something there
Between you and me.
What the hell are you doing
To this heart of mine?
Everything contradicts,
Being both cruel and fine.
What have I done
To you and me?
You do your best to assure me
I will someday live happily,
Yet you balk and turn
At the thought of forever,
Saying we'll change,
The relationship will sever,
And I'm trying to decide
Where this is going,
How much I should trust,
If I should keep loving.
But every time we touch,
Every time you speak,
Every time you glance at me,
My knees grow weak.
You seem to want more
And yet so much less
Than what I want,
'Though I'll confess
You've been a gentleman so far,
Taking care to be good
And not trample my heart.
We're so young,
This I know,
But everything you do
Makes my heart go,
And I don't know how
To make it stop.
I swear if I lost you,
I would drop
To my knees
So I could beg God
To take me away,
To bury me under fresh sod.
But then I think,
"You foolish child!
Get off your butt!
Be merry, be wild!"
Surely there's more to life
Than everlasting love,
More that the sweetness of angels
Smiling on us from heaven above.
But I'm happier now
Than ever I've been,
And I don't want it to end,
But I can't seem to win.
God, tell me, please!
What is your plan for me?
Does it include this sweet romance
That is reaching out to me?
~ March 2, 2009 ~
Thursday, March 05, 2009
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