In Memorium

*I don't remember when this was written... I believe it was sometime in April last year. Musical... sigh.*

The moon hides herself away
Waves crash on the shore
We've wasted another day
Wishing to live once more.

Our hearts cry out
We want to die
All of the doubt
Makes my soul cry.

Where have I gone wrong?
Loved ones so dear
Now are gone,
No longer near....

Hearts are wenched away
Pain is etched inside.
Sadly it is here to stay...
There is nowhere to hide.

Love is lost
Hearts are broken
I must count this cost
My destiny has spoken.

Dreams waver and flee
Far, far away...
Torture overcomes glee
As darkness does the glorious day.

Oh, that I were a bird,
A snowy-white dove,
That perhaps my cried would be heard,
By you, oh you, my love.

A path of jewels
Leads to you...
And I, such a fool,
Followed it through.

Through the dark,
Happily singing,
I was as a lark,
Free as a bell ringing.

But alas, dreams are dreams
And the next merely leads to the next
And they tend to lose their gleam
As does an oft-read text.

I know my dreams cannot be
And wishes are for mere children,
But I hope someday you look back and see
That you were really meant for me.

Dedicated to... well, to all of them. That gay bastard who broke my heart, the aunt who ruined my life, the uncle who crashed my last connection and turned my heart to stone... I love you all, and I desperately wish I could hate you instead.