Teenaged Love

I cry
I laugh
I mourn
I sing

I dance
I swear
I pray
I stare

I love
I hate
I praise
Is it too late?

I weep
I sob
Who am I?
I need a life!

Why must I always be
Torn in two?
Between my love of life
And my love of you

Do I flee?
Do I stay?
Full of glee
Or filled with hate?

Can I allow myself
That which has been denied?
Can I grant to you
What is not mine to give?

Can I ever love again?
Will I ever try?
The moment I begin
I see you!

Oh, what if I agree
What horrors wait for me?
In this....
My life without you!